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goodbyeletters:

Dear Daniel, 

All I’ve ever asked is that we could be friends, that we could sit in a room together and actually be able to converse like friends, to smile when one another tells a joke, to go out drinking with our mutual friends and still enjoy ourself, all I want is to be able to say yes, we’re friends still.

But these days I don’t think I can. 6 weeks ago today we broke up and for about the first week everything was fine and then everything went to pot. You got off with someone I called a friend but you came to talk to me about it and we made up, we went drinking together a few times, you danced with the DJ, you said rude comments about all these girls and I was fine with that because we weren’t together, that same night you got very drunk and roughed me up a bit, I had a bruise on my face for a week.

Then all this shit kicked off because I liked someone else. You went mad at me for liking someone else after you’d got off with someone else. You had a go at me for moving on, even though you were the first person I told that I liked someone, though I never told you who. Infact, I only told 3 people. 

But you accused me of two people from college yet you flirt with the girls at college. I remember us having that heated argument and you telling me guys only spoke to me because they thought I was easy but as always, I forgave you.

Now you’ve convinced yourself that I like Jack and you’re convinced there’s something going on between us and when we tell you there’s not, you won’t believe us but the problem I see is that even though I want to call you my friend, it’s nothing to do with you if there was something between me and Jack.

To be honest, I’m sick of always being in the wrong. I got sad to start with when you did stuff with other people yet all I had to do was speak to Jack that in your eyes was flirting and I’m the bad person. I’m always the bad fucking person and that’s not fair. Because I’m not this nasty person you’ve made me out to be, yes, I have feelings for someone else and yes, I’m not in love with you anymore but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. I do. I care a hell of alot about you and about what you think and it upsets me that after a two year relationship you can’t just smile because we’re still friends.

I adore as a friend Daniel but I don’t think I can go on like this.

I’m sorry, love Kellie.xxxx

Posted on 22 February 2012
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