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Ever looked at someone and thought,

“Goddamnit, why don’t look like that?”

Because I can actually post on here about my boyfriend without having snide remarks sent in my direction, I thought I might tell you Tumblr that I had a really lovely evening with my boyfriend :) Watching district 9 and play fighting. We laughed for over half hour about a piece of lego. Yes, we are mental.

So after 2 days of not seeing him properly, today was great.

Now I have practically 5 days of seeing him then back to college, I suppose. 

:D:D:D.

I’ve not been this happy in my life, like ever. ^_^.

Had the most fantastic few days. :)

Friday consisted of going to the Burlesque which quite frankly is always a fantastic show but this time it was really gooooood. I went with my lovely boyfriend, his dad, his sister and his band mate Rory :) and it was just a really good night.

Relaxed on Saturday, didn’t really do much other than meet my brother to buy my moms birthday presents and went to the boyfriends lock up :’)

Sunday night I watched my boyfriends band Eaten by wolves gig for the first time (check them out if you like ze metulzzzzz \m/) they’re playing with Sylosis on Wednesday in Wolves ;D.

And today I had a nice quiet day with the boyfriend then went out with mommy for dinner as it’s her birthday.

Lovin’ life.

I really need to stop being so insecure. :/

Eurgh, being scared of the best thing in my life, great.

Seeing my best friend and boyfriend tomorrow ^_^.

This is fantastic. :):):)

Then I have the weekends to look forward too.

This weekend with the college lot & the weekend after with my ladiessss♥♥

So I didn’t get round to telling you.

That you’re all I think about. I enjoy every moment I get to look at you, smile at you and have a laugh with you. Everytime you talk to me, I treasure the moment. But you know, we’re good friends and I’m happy with that cause I know you’ll never like me in another way♥

:):):):):):)

I’m so happy haha. And you know why?

Well it’s because:

  • I no longer feel the need to stress about my ex, he’s my ex for a reason and if I hurt him, I hurt him, it’s not my problem anymore as horrid as I feel like I sound saying it.
  • I’ve got things to look forward too! (Tomorrow, Smudges visit, download, the rest of this year).
  • I’m doing well at college. I’m proud of myself.
  • I’m not scared of failure anymore.
  • I told the guy I like that I like him and now I don’t think I fear rejection like I thought I did.
  • I am not scared of getting hurt anymore, I never thought I’d get over how depressed I’ve been for the last few months but I have and it’s fabulous.
  • I’m finally looking forward to the future.

Life’s perfect right now.

I don’t even know why or how. It’s just fabulous, I’m so happy, it’s like nothing is holding me back anymore. I’ve got nothing to stress/worry about. Just gotta enjoy every moment of this bliss ^_^.

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